ok... so i'm not a man of my word. what can i say? adult life is hard. I work and then sleep.... that's it. I got no time for art anymore .... i still want to make time though. have faith.... NYC is just so damn exhausting and expensive.

I've been here well over a year and i'll be resigning a lease for another year, so either i gotta adapt and find a way to get my personal art happening again or become more comfortable being a faceless graphic designer stiff working 40 plus hours a week being underpaid.

which ever road i choose, i hope i use this next year to seriously figure out a plan of action for my future. i have saved a fair amount of money this year -building up the bank account for an illusive future (so that's good), now i just need to figure out what i'm saving for and put it into action. That's this years goal, i suppose; figure out what to do with all the money i'm making... -spending it on rent and alcohol ain't cutting it anymore.